Finally!

Finally! Approved na si Athena! I was so damn happy because this manuscript ay sobra akong pinahirapan. Kaya naman napatalon ako sa tuwa nang makitang approved na rin siya. Sa wakas.


Finally, tapos na rin ang midterm exams. Pasang-awa nga lang sa biology at nanganganib sa Finance. Sa ibang subject naman, sana okay lang. Feel ko naman okay lang. Iyong tax nga lang, ewan ko. Namali ko ang directions. Hahaha! Eh wala naman kasing nakalagay, pero sinabi pala ng prof na ilagay na lang ung letter sa gilid. Eh binulugan ko. Well, hindi lang talaga ako madalas nakikinig sa teacher. Nyahaha. Pero feeling ko naman iko-consider un. Aba!

Finally, gawa na rin si Baby Cady. Just so damn happy that she's back. Magsasama kami bukas. Umaga gabi, kahit walang panty! Chos!

Finally, tapos na rin ang blog post ko na puro finally ang start ng first sentence sa bawat paragraph. Finally! :)

Azec Chase ♥

Gusto kong umiyak

Iyong feeling na nanood ka ng movie na sobrang naka-relate ka. Iyong theme na ikaw ang palaging nandiyan sa tabi niya, pero iba pa rin ang hinahanap niya. Gusto kong umiyak. Pero hindi ko magawa....
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Dahil katabi ko siya habang pinapanood iyon. Katabi ko ang lalaking matagal ko ng gusto, pero iba pa rin ang hanap niya. </3


#Highschool #TheReunion </3

The thing about supernaturals...

I was thinking of writing about this post yesterday while reading Unearthly by Cynthia Hand. This book is in my shelf for more than three months now and I just have the thought of holding it again (yes, because I didn't even bother to tear the plastic cover of it and just place it somewhere in my room after buying it) yesterday. I love angels and I want to learn more about it because I do want to finish an angel story. But because of the one I wrote (yes, I tried to write one, but I didn't pass nor finish it) that seems of lacking something. I think its more on the angel things/bla'blas, I stopped even if I'm nearly done. So I said to myself, I don't want to read anymore. Joke! Hahaha. Its just that aside from being busy, I lost the will of reading angel stories because I don't think I can write one. Chos!

But then, I told myself, its been months and I reread the reviews again in Goodreads. I bought that book because of the reviews. And because there were no classes on Monday and Tuesday, that means, I will have a long vacation. I started it yesterday and whoa! I can't believe I will instantly like the book. Its just interesting and not boring unlike some of the Angel books I've read. Less on narration, more on dialogues! I love books like that. I love reading the dialogues because well, I think narrations are boring! And of course, the story is more  interesting than others because its different.

Anyway, I want to end talking about Unearthly. Its just a part of my main topic because its all about supernatural stuff. Angels, Vampires, Witches, Demigods and all that. I will admit, I'm not more on english books because aside from the fact that english books makes my pocket cry, sometimes, i found some of them boring to read. Its just too long and more parts are---I think, unnecessary. So if I buy an english book, I mostly buy romance with fantasies stuff because I love romance and I think things about fantasies are cool!

So sometimes, I feel like I want to be a supernatural, too. Like the angels, they have wings. White and big and looks so powerful. Vampires---who looks so hot even if they bite! Hahaha. Witches---who do potions and Demigods that even they have some abnormalities like having dyslexia, they are still the son of a God in Olympus and they have powers like for the son of poseidon---water, Athena for wisdom and so on.

One time, a man tweeted me on twitter about the book the lost hero. We talked about it there and he said something about it, like he feels like he was a demigod because he is experiencing some of the things that demigods are experiencing. Hahaha. I was like rolling my eyes that time. Its just fiction and something like... Oh well! But anyway, when we read, sometimes we love to have it on real life. Like we are thinking we have that angels, witches, vampires and the places they have been. Honestly, I want to have a real camp half blood here in the Philippines. Yes, real, as in there are also demigods and I belong to that, too!!! Nyahahaha. And I feel like the person I said a while ago! Hahahaha. So dreamy! And also, one time, (please, don't tell me that I'm crazy for thinking like this---hahahaha!) I thought of me being a vampire because whenever I rub a little in my neck, it always turns red. So when my classmates notice about me having a red neck, I will answer, because I'm a vampire!. (Just for fun, Hahaha)

I admit I have a wild imagination. Thoughts are like a running river in my mind. It never stops. I always think of something whenever I see something fun and something interesting. So don't be shock that I wrote this post and tell some weird things about me. When I'm reading, I feel like I'm there. One of the characters there and living and existing in that kind of place. But after it, I will thought that supernatural beings are just fiction. Not reality. So even if its hard, I will get over it. Its just a dream that I should need to be awake.

Azec Chase ♥

Missing my baby..

As I wrote in my last post, I said there that my laptop is in the repair shop. Yeah, she's sick. My baby cady is sick. Hu-hu. And I feel like I'm also going sick, too!

Last night, ang sakit-sakit ng throat ko----and yes, hanggang ngayon. Nahawa na ako sa laptop ko. So naisip ko, baka naman kaya masama ang pakiramdam ko dahil sa laptop? So I called Sony Lipa. Sabi nila, may papalitan daw na piyesa. So parang ang dating sa akin, matagal pa bago ko makukuha. >< LCD raw ang problema eh. Haay. Naiiyak na ako.

I miss my laptop so damn much. Gusto kong magsulat but I can't dahil hirap ako sa PC namin... Di na ako sanay. Ang sakit pa sa mata ng monitor nito. Nag-try ako sa notebook pero mas tinamad ako doon... Pero ta-try ko mamaya. Promise. >< I just miss my baby... Haay, kailan ka ba babalik?

Anyway, yesterday I just feel happy because of Riyan said to me! Hi-hi. May seat na siya for Masters! Out of 1,000+ students, nasa top 40 siya kaya makakapag-aral na siya ng masters. Iba na talaga ang...masipag. Chos! Sana ibigay na lang niya sa akin ang utak niya. Pangarap ko pa rin namang maging Civil Engineer. Nyehehe.

Azec Chase ♥

Pissed off.

Since Tuesday---no internet connection in our house. Boring as hell because there's no classes, flood everywhere. I feel like I'm in uncivilized place the whole week. And holy crap! Just yesterday, I bought my laptop to SONY again for repair. What a damn week. I miss everything in cyber world.

Pissed off.

Azec Chase ♥

Movies that made me cry.

Good evening. Because of watching this MMK episode, I suddenly felt the urge to write this post about movies that made me cry. Mababaw ang luha ko lalo na pagdating sa mga aso na story. Kaya don't be shock kung ano ang nasa number one list ko:

1. Hachi: A Dog's Tale

I still remember the time when I watched this movie. Nasa baba ako ng bahay namin habang hawak-hawak ang phone ko. Yeah, sa cp po ako madalas manood ng movies. Ni-recommend ito ng isa sa mga friends ko kahit hindi niya pa pinapanood. At pagdating ko kinabukasan sa klase, sinisi ko iyong classmate na iyon kung bakit pugto ang mata ko ng pumasok ako. Ang sakit-sakit ng mata ko dahil sa kakaiyak sa movie na ito. Wala pa ako sa kalahati ng movie ay naiiyak na ako dahil napi-feel ko na iyong mangyayari. Tapos para pang tanga iyong Kuya ko na tingin nang tingin sa akin dahil iyak nga ako nang iyak. Eh ano bang magagawa ko? Nakakaiyak talaga, eh. Isipin mo, 10 years nag-intay ung aso sa amo niya eh hindi na naman babalik pa iyong amo niya. Grabe, sana lang magkaroon ako ng aso katulad ni Hachi. Ahmm. Guji(my dog) sana ganito ka rin. Chos!

2. The Last Song

I first read the book and sobrang umiyak din ako sa book. Akala ko, hindi na ako iiyak sa movie pero umiyak pa rin talaga ako nang bongga. Hindi ako about sa lovestory na-touch o umiyak eh. Its about the heroine and her father. Iyong feeling na, akala natin iyong taong sinisisi natin ang may kasalanan ng lahat ng paghihirap natin pero hindi naman pala. Tapos nalaman pa niyang may sakit iyong Tatay niya. That time, umiiyak talaga ako. Kasi saka lang tayo nagbibigay ng care sa tao kapag alam natin na mamatay na siya. Medyo natamaan ako. Medyo lang naman. Chos! Pero nung namatay naman ung Dad ko, hindi naman ako nagsisi dahil pinakita ko talaga sa kanya na love ko siya kahit wala naman siyang sakit.

3. A Walk To Remember

Unlike the Last Song, hindi ko nabasa ang book pero nakakaiyak pa din. Ung end part ako napaiyak talaga. Kasi kahit alam nung boy na may sakit si girl, pinakasalan pa rin niya. Pinatunayan lang talaga niya na mahal na mahal niya ung heroine. Haay, grabe lang. Naalala ko, favorite line ko pa dito ung: Our love is like the wind... I can't see it, but I sure can feel it.

4. If Only

Tandang-tanda ko pa rin ang time kung kailan ko pinanood ang movie na ito. Burol ng Ninang ko. So isipin niyo na lang kung gaano ako nagmukhang baliw habang nanonood sa cellphone ko (yes, sa cp na naman ako nanonood, o di ba, parang portable?) Na-bored kasi ako kasi wala naman kaming ginagawa. Naisip kong manood ng movie sa cellphone. Nakakakilabot nung about sa part sa taxi driver. As in parang binundol ung puso ko. Tapos nung part na patapos na, pauwi na kami nun. Nasa van ako, habang nasa SLEX, naiyak ako. Kasi nakakaiyak talaga kasi naiba iyong nangyari. Ung boy ung namatay. Na-realize niya lahat ng ginawa niya kaya naman sinacrifice niya iyong life niya for the girl kasi alam niya na mamatay iyong girl.

5. A Millionaire's First Love

Ang peg ng story nito ay medyo hawig pala sa A walk to remember. May sakit rin kasi iyong girl dito. Pero sad ending na naman ito. pero okay lang. Nakakaiyak pero maganda. Ang guwapo ni Hyun Bin. *for more information, please see my top 10 movie post.

Azec Chase ♥