Sometimes you'll be on top... Sometimes you'll be on bottom.
Maybe it was not just my lucky day then. Maybe its my bad week last week since I've have mistakes and failures...
Stupidity in driving
Stupidity in stepping in a broken glass and have a wounded feet. (I can't walk properly for a few days)
And I failed on my law exam...
The last one was the one I am bothered about. I am not sure if I am the only one who fail but it does have a bad effect on me... Simula nang mangyari `yun, palagi na lang ako nagigising ng madaling araw at naiisip iyon. Meron pang time na kino-compute ko pa talaga ang mga possible grades na puwede kong makuha dahil sa bagsak ako... It was so painful for me since I excel in Law (that's what I think) last sem... But now.... I don't know what really happened to me. Am I that so sleepy that time? Hindi ba ako nag-aral nang mabuti? Dahil ba sa hindi ako nakakopya at hindi ako nagtangka man lang? Oh well.... I just wish, on midterms, mataas ang grade ko. I will make sure of it. Okay naman po ang class performance ko... `Yung prelims lang talaga. Pero kailangan talaga makabawi ako sa midterms. Kahit 85 lang... Okay na. Hindi ako puwedeng magkasingko. Hindi ako puwedeng bumagsak. Kahit elective lang `yun at puwede pa ako maka-graduate on time if ever man, no... Hindi puwede. I don't want bad records.
Sabi na nga ba. `Di talaga ako puwede mag-work sa bangko. I suck in Finance. I suck in Negotiable Instruments... Errrr...
Lord, please give me peace of mind. And guide me for midterm exams.
xx
Cady
Monday, July 22, 2013
Thursday, July 11, 2013
`Cause I'm tired to death....
The title of the blog post came from the song of KZ, Scared to Death. Palagi ko kasing naririnig kapag pinapalabas `yung trailer ng Tuhog. He-he.
These days, palagi na lang akong stress. `Yung tipong maaga na nga `yung pasok mo tapos maghapon pa. Hindi naman full load `yung araw... Pero grabe lang sa vacant. May dalawang araw kami sa isang linggo na four and a half hours ang vacant. And may isa na 3 hours. Nakakaimbyerna lang at napakagastos. Pero okay na rin, dahil sa feasibility study na `yan.
Feasibility study... Haay, puwede bang matapos ka na? Puwede bang mawala ka na? Kasi.... ikaw ang nagwawala ng social life ko. Ahahaha! Well, not at all. I can still manage to visit my social networking accounts. But these are because palagi kaming magkakausap ng mga groupmates ko sa Facebook. Naisisingit ko pa rin naman ang pag-chat kay "HIM" since I'm working on computer naman. Pero alam mo `yung feeling na gusto mo na siyang iwanan kahit gustong-gusto mo rin siyang ka-chat? Ang gulo ko `no. He was here everyday. We chat everyday. Kung siguro bakasyon ko, sobrang saya ko siguro. Eh ngayon, sa dami kong ginagawa, parang wala na akong time isipin siya.
Food. Madalas na akong nagugutom ngayon. Siguro ay dahil sa pagod. Madalas ay wala pang isang oras, gutom na agad. Pero ang masama, hindi ako nakakain ng tama. Its because of the schedule at dahil na rin sa dami ng ginagawa. Minsan nakakalimutan na or talagang `yung schedule sa school ay hindi tama para sa pagkain. Haay, kaya tuwing dinner ako bumabawi. I usually don't take vitamins but these days, I make sure I take everyday. Natatakot ako magkasakit!
Tulog. Haay, isa pa itong nami-miss ko. May mga araw naman na 8 hours ang tulog ko, but damn, minsan masuwerte na ang 5 hours. At simula pa lang yan ng FS, ha? Prelims pa lang. Paano pa sa susunod? And my afternoon nap, I missed you sooooooooooooooo much. As in that much. I always want to sleep on afternoon. That was my favorite past time---sleeping. Mas gusto ko pa matulog ng umaga kaysa gabi. Pero ni hindi ko na maalala kung kailan ako natulog ulit ng ganoon. And that is because of my fucking schedule!!!
My friends. I missed my writer friends so much. Well, I always missed them. Next week magkikita-kita sila at paano ako? Di na naman ako makakasama. Dahil sa schedule, dahil sa feasibility, dahil sa klase, dahil sa dami ng ginagawa, dahil sa malayo ang place ko sa kanila. I always feel like I am left....I feel bad with that pero may magagawa ba ako? Nandito na ito. Kailangan kong unahin `yung pag-aaral ko. Isang sem na lang ito at next sem, malaki ang chance na hindi na ako maiiwan. Its because I am planning to have my internship in Manila. Not final but I am looking forward, too. I want to live even in a sem away from our house, away from my mom. I want to be independent. I want to find myself. More explanations? Uh, basahin niyo na lang `yung assignment na sinend ko sa prof ko. That includes all the things I am planning to do in the future. (Wel,, `yun ay kung mababasa niyo! Ahahah!) There is a big chance since I wrote in my app form 3 companies located in Manila. But enough of that. I still need to tackle friends again. This day, napasabi lang naman ako sa Mommy ko ng... "Nami-miss ko na sina Melanie," tapos bigla akong napaisip, araw-araw naman kaming nagkikita pero bakit ko sila nami-miss? At napagtanto ko na dahil kahit araw-araw ay hindi rin kami nagkakasama at nagkakuwentuhan nang matagal dahil sa FS. Hindi kasi kami magkaka-group. Nami-miss ko na silang maka-chikahan nang matagal. Ahaaaaay.
Kung meron man ako naging magandang karanasan sa nakaraang araw, iyon na siguro ay dahil nakasakay na ako, (Sa wakas) sa sports car ng classmate ko. Kagroup ko kasi siya sa FS. Akala ko luxury car `yun, sports car pala. Well, mahal din naman `yun kaya puwede na rin i-consider?
At nagtataka ba kayo kung bakit pa ako nakapag-blogpost sa kabila ng ka-busy-han ko? Dahil noong isang araw ko pa ito sinusulat. Ngayon ko lang natapos. At natapos ko pa dahil maaga kong natapos ang case analysis and exam ko sa Business policy and ethics. Ahahaha! Next is... Aral naman sa Auditing Problems. :3
xx
Cady
These days, palagi na lang akong stress. `Yung tipong maaga na nga `yung pasok mo tapos maghapon pa. Hindi naman full load `yung araw... Pero grabe lang sa vacant. May dalawang araw kami sa isang linggo na four and a half hours ang vacant. And may isa na 3 hours. Nakakaimbyerna lang at napakagastos. Pero okay na rin, dahil sa feasibility study na `yan.
Feasibility study... Haay, puwede bang matapos ka na? Puwede bang mawala ka na? Kasi.... ikaw ang nagwawala ng social life ko. Ahahaha! Well, not at all. I can still manage to visit my social networking accounts. But these are because palagi kaming magkakausap ng mga groupmates ko sa Facebook. Naisisingit ko pa rin naman ang pag-chat kay "HIM" since I'm working on computer naman. Pero alam mo `yung feeling na gusto mo na siyang iwanan kahit gustong-gusto mo rin siyang ka-chat? Ang gulo ko `no. He was here everyday. We chat everyday. Kung siguro bakasyon ko, sobrang saya ko siguro. Eh ngayon, sa dami kong ginagawa, parang wala na akong time isipin siya.
Food. Madalas na akong nagugutom ngayon. Siguro ay dahil sa pagod. Madalas ay wala pang isang oras, gutom na agad. Pero ang masama, hindi ako nakakain ng tama. Its because of the schedule at dahil na rin sa dami ng ginagawa. Minsan nakakalimutan na or talagang `yung schedule sa school ay hindi tama para sa pagkain. Haay, kaya tuwing dinner ako bumabawi. I usually don't take vitamins but these days, I make sure I take everyday. Natatakot ako magkasakit!
Tulog. Haay, isa pa itong nami-miss ko. May mga araw naman na 8 hours ang tulog ko, but damn, minsan masuwerte na ang 5 hours. At simula pa lang yan ng FS, ha? Prelims pa lang. Paano pa sa susunod? And my afternoon nap, I missed you sooooooooooooooo much. As in that much. I always want to sleep on afternoon. That was my favorite past time---sleeping. Mas gusto ko pa matulog ng umaga kaysa gabi. Pero ni hindi ko na maalala kung kailan ako natulog ulit ng ganoon. And that is because of my fucking schedule!!!
My friends. I missed my writer friends so much. Well, I always missed them. Next week magkikita-kita sila at paano ako? Di na naman ako makakasama. Dahil sa schedule, dahil sa feasibility, dahil sa klase, dahil sa dami ng ginagawa, dahil sa malayo ang place ko sa kanila. I always feel like I am left....I feel bad with that pero may magagawa ba ako? Nandito na ito. Kailangan kong unahin `yung pag-aaral ko. Isang sem na lang ito at next sem, malaki ang chance na hindi na ako maiiwan. Its because I am planning to have my internship in Manila. Not final but I am looking forward, too. I want to live even in a sem away from our house, away from my mom. I want to be independent. I want to find myself. More explanations? Uh, basahin niyo na lang `yung assignment na sinend ko sa prof ko. That includes all the things I am planning to do in the future. (Wel,, `yun ay kung mababasa niyo! Ahahah!) There is a big chance since I wrote in my app form 3 companies located in Manila. But enough of that. I still need to tackle friends again. This day, napasabi lang naman ako sa Mommy ko ng... "Nami-miss ko na sina Melanie," tapos bigla akong napaisip, araw-araw naman kaming nagkikita pero bakit ko sila nami-miss? At napagtanto ko na dahil kahit araw-araw ay hindi rin kami nagkakasama at nagkakuwentuhan nang matagal dahil sa FS. Hindi kasi kami magkaka-group. Nami-miss ko na silang maka-chikahan nang matagal. Ahaaaaay.
Kung meron man ako naging magandang karanasan sa nakaraang araw, iyon na siguro ay dahil nakasakay na ako, (Sa wakas) sa sports car ng classmate ko. Kagroup ko kasi siya sa FS. Akala ko luxury car `yun, sports car pala. Well, mahal din naman `yun kaya puwede na rin i-consider?
At nagtataka ba kayo kung bakit pa ako nakapag-blogpost sa kabila ng ka-busy-han ko? Dahil noong isang araw ko pa ito sinusulat. Ngayon ko lang natapos. At natapos ko pa dahil maaga kong natapos ang case analysis and exam ko sa Business policy and ethics. Ahahaha! Next is... Aral naman sa Auditing Problems. :3
xx
Cady
Monday, July 8, 2013
Believing...
I hate arguing about religion. I'm a Catholic and I also went to a Catholic school when I was in elementary and highschool. But I am not that religious person. I am not always present in church and I don't pray the rosary that much. I prayed everyday---before I sleep and every morning after I woke up, but still, I can't categorize myself as a religious person. But I believe in God. Everytime I hear mass, I will make sure I will hear and understand the homily---especially when the priest is so good and I know I will gain knowledge with what he was saying.
Today, we both talked about religion. HIM is an Atheist---he doesnt believe in God. He has no God. I remember one time then he was asking me to explain my side about religion. I feel like I am defenseless because he had said things that kinda confused my mind. Hahaha! But still, I believe. And today, I was kinda encouraging him to believe in God.... I want him to. I even told him that when the time comes that he will believe, even Hindu God's...that would be my happiest day.
But he just said... "May your belief save you,"
I was kinda disappointed. I know it would take time but I am not losing hope. Maybe not now... but in the future... I hope someday he will realize.
And why am I telling these things? Why I want him to believe in God, too?
Because I want to be Shamcey Supsup. "And if that person truly loves me, [he] should love my God too."
Charot! Akala mo naman boyfriend ko. HAHAHA!
xx
Cady
Today, we both talked about religion. HIM is an Atheist---he doesnt believe in God. He has no God. I remember one time then he was asking me to explain my side about religion. I feel like I am defenseless because he had said things that kinda confused my mind. Hahaha! But still, I believe. And today, I was kinda encouraging him to believe in God.... I want him to. I even told him that when the time comes that he will believe, even Hindu God's...that would be my happiest day.
But he just said... "May your belief save you,"
I was kinda disappointed. I know it would take time but I am not losing hope. Maybe not now... but in the future... I hope someday he will realize.
And why am I telling these things? Why I want him to believe in God, too?
Because I want to be Shamcey Supsup. "And if that person truly loves me, [he] should love my God too."
Charot! Akala mo naman boyfriend ko. HAHAHA!
xx
Cady
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
I am so disappointed...
I used to admire you then.. but now, the fangs are out. I didn't thought you can do all that...That you are like that.
My friend is really right when she said that the saying "first impressions last" is not true.
And on the other hand, they need analysis...People needs analysis.
I am tired of all of this. Mind your own business, people.
xx
Cady
My friend is really right when she said that the saying "first impressions last" is not true.
And on the other hand, they need analysis...People needs analysis.
I am tired of all of this. Mind your own business, people.
xx
Cady
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