Once Upon A Time Madness

I always loved watching fairy tale movies. Ito siguro ang dahilan kung bakit naging interisado ako panoorin itong TV series na kinaadikan ng ibang mga classmates ko. I don't watch english TV series, but because I am also kinda bored this sembreak, pinatulan ko na ito.

So far, so good naman ang feedback ko. May mga times na naasar at nabo-bored ako lalo na kapag scene na ni Prince Charming and Snow. Kahit sila yung pinaka-main characters sa series, I don't like them that much. Feeling ko kasi gurang na sila. Hahaha! I'm just disappointed with what they did to my Huntsman!!! Really, I felt like dying when he died, too. Charot. But I hope he'll be having exposures again (i read some news and they are planning to have him again on the show)

Anyway, I like the story of Ella and Thomas (Cinderella) but I surprisingly fell in love with the story of Grumpy and Nova. It is so heartbreaking because it is so forbidden. I just remember someone maybe thats why. Hahahaha. Oh well, I would just love to give my most favorite lines they have said in episode 14:

Nova: You are my happiness. I love you. Don't you love me?!

Dreamy: I am a dwarf. And I can't love.

And thats it... Another non-sense post from yours truly. :P

xx

Cady

7th book - Close To You

Medyo Late! He-he.

Close To You

By: Cady Lorenzana

For the first time in her life, she felt really loved. But God was really good all the time. He made her believe in happy endings because he gave her James.

Romance writer si Frances pero hindi siya naniniwala sa love. Ni wala nga siyang pakialam sa mga nagtatangkang manligaw sa kanya. Isa sa mga naging biktima ng “wala akong pakialam sa `yo” na ugali niya noong high school pa lamang si James Torre. Pero kung noon ay hindi niya pinapansin ang mga pagpapalipad-hangin nito, ngayon naman ay ni hindi niya maialis ang tingin sa makasalanang katawan nito nang muli silang magkita. 

Dahil sa kasalanang nagawa niya sa project ng kompanya ni James, kinailangan niyang maging maid sa bahay nito. Wala kasi siyang perang pambayad dito kaya naghain ito sa kanya ng ibang option. Sanay naman siya sa mga gawaing-bahay pero hindi niya alam kung makakaya ng puso niya na uminom ng sandamakmak na kape. Para kasing oras-oras siyang hinahainan ng almusal kapag nasa harap niya ito. Torture na maituturing ang mga “pandesal” nitong palaging nakabalandra sa mga mata niya sa loob ng bahay nito. 

Malaking problema iyon, lalo na at may babae nang nagmamay-ari sa puso nito. Sinubukan niyang lumayo rito. But she couldn’t deny the fact that she wanted to get close to him. Even if she knew it was wrong.

x Facts and Trivias Portion

x I made this book last February. Dapat talaga ay entry ko ito para sa Hot Encounter imprint ng PHR na ila-launch before GFD. Pero sa kung anong kadahilanan ay hindi siya nakasama. Hahaha! So you see, the ending of this story is about GFD. ^_^

x James "Torre" ang pinili kong maging name ni James kaysa sa real surname niyang "Torres" dahil baka malito ang mga readers kung Torres rin ang ilalagay ko since ginamit kong surname ng mga heroes ko sa trilogy ang Torres. (And yes, dahil po yun sa kaadikan ko pa rin kay James)

x This book is kinda a revise version of my so long ago returned manuscript, "A dwarf for a beast". Kung reader kayo ng internet serye, you would know that novel since I posted it there. :)

x Frances ang name ng bida rito because of me! Hahaha! Ewan ko kung may nakahalata. Dahil "princess" ang real name ko, naghanap ako ng malapit na name sa pangalan ko para kunwari kami talaga... LOL. May kaklase kasi akong Frances ang name noon at kapag tinatawag siya ng teacher ko, palagi akong napapalingon. Magka-rhyme kasi XD

x Natapos ko na ang nobela at lahat, wala pa rin title ang book na ito. Kaya naman naghanap na lang ako ng kanta para maging title nito. Since I love Carpenters music, I choose one of their song as the title of this. Favorite ko rin po ang kantang iyon. :D

x Major revision ang first feedback sa akin sa book na ito. As in, sa dami ng comments, kumuha ako ng yellow paper para pag-isipan kung paano ko siya ire-revise. Napuno nga yung yellow paper sa ginawa ko XD Pero hindi naman ako nahirapan siyang i-revise kahit maraming comments.

x Robbie --- ipinasok ko siya since habang sinusulat ko ito ay may nakita akong super cute na rabbit sa bahay kung saan kami nagbabayad ng tubig. Hahaha!

x Sa lahat ng nobela na sinulat ko ngayong taon, ito ang pinakamabilis kong natapos.

x At tinatamad na akong magsabi pa ng trivias... HAHAHA!!!

xx

Cady

PASSED!!!

Yes. Our group passed the defense! If you have read my last post, you would know how nervous I am.

We have revisions, but what is important is we passed. Yung grupo namin yung pinakamahabang oras nang pagde-defense at paghihintay ng deliberation. It was said to us that we are near to... re-defense. Even the chairperson told us that there are aspect that should be accounted to re defense. But they also put our effort in the grading.

Buti na lang talaga at si Sir Perez ang chairperson namin. Siya talaga `yung pinakakinakabahan ako. Pero yung dalawa pa palang panel yung gigisa sa amin. Grabe lang, never kong in-expect `yun since they have the reputation of... HAHAHAH!!! Oh well, just what I tweeted today, One thing I learned today is do not underestimate. I underestimate those two panels and they feel like the one who are asking a lot of questions! And our adviser, I really didn't expect that she would help us after what happened yesterday to the other group. Ah, naalala ko tuloy kanina noong nagsasalita si Sir Perez kanina sa amin kung bakit hindi niya kami nilaglag, sobrang na-overwhelm talaga ako. Kasi napaka-considerate niya. Kahit ilang beses na kaming umabsent sa kanya dahil nga sa paggawa ng FS na ito, inintindi niya kami. At hindi niya talaga kami pinabayaan. Tinatakot niya kami noong una pero nang ramdam niyang tameme na kami, tameme rin siya. What our problem is that na-block kami! Buti na lang talaga, na-gets noong professor namin yung gusto naming sabihin kasi hindi namin siya maipaliwanag. Ganoon-ganoon lang naman yung nangyari namin saka nagka-problem kami sa Market Study, about doon sa distribution process namin. Risky raw kasi.

But overall, the defense was okay. Nakakaba lang noong sobrang tagal nung pinag-antay namin sa deliberation pero nakahinga talaga ako nang maluwag nung ipapa-revise lang. Worth it ang pagbili ko ng bagong corpo! Charot. Hahahaha!

Thank you Sir Perez for being our "power ranger". Kahit in-underestimate rin kita noong una, still, you are very considerate! You know how to adjust. I never thought you would be this kind when I first saw you. Thank you Miss Leonor, for being our "taga-sambot" nang wala na kaming masabi. Hahaha! But most of all, thank you Lord God for granting our prayer :))) I love you Lord!!!

Next blog ko na lang yung about sa FS experience namin. HAHAHA!!!


xx

Cady

Guide Me

If there is a simple word that would best describe my last 2 weeks... Its a living hell. And unfortunately, its not yet the end.

Next week will be our FS defense days. Our group is scheduled to have it on Thursday. And I am freaking nervous! Even if we got the kindest (they say) set of panel, still, I can't help but to be pressured. Especially that days are coming and coming. I know I am not the only one in this. But still....

This FS defense feels like our ticket for graduation. Next sem would be our internship. And yes, I am already cleared my medical exam so I am sure that I will be going to have it in Toyota Sta. Rosa. Problem solved with that. Only this defense.

I try so hard to let this pressure out. Today, I totally have myself a day off. But this Sunday seems so boring... I am so lazy I am only in my room the whole day. I watch movies, sleep and read. But it still doesn't release the pressure away. And I feel like it just gets worse. The last movie I watch just intensified this pressure because of the "failure" that happened to the hero. Oh God, I really imagine myself being in his shoes that time. What if questions comes to my mind that I nearly shut off the laptop. Even if it has a good ending, it still affects me a lot.

I still have some doubts with our paper though. But we have something to defend on that if the panel asked about that kind of problem. Still, I am not satisfied. What if the panel didn't accept our answer to that? The head of our set of panels is intelligent. He had a lot of questions but he was kind. I know that since he was my professor in 4 subjects this sem. See? 4 SUBJECTS AND THAT'S ALL ACCOUNTING SUBJECT! He was also a CPA, MBA and do have a doctor degree! Even if we knew him and we have high hopes that he will never failed us since he knew the hardships we faced through this... STILL...

Uggghhh! Please God. Give me peace of mind. I can't sleep well,  I can't eat well. Most of the times I would just woke up and think of the FS. I even have nightmares! Help me God. Guide me.

xx

Cady