2014 Highlights

Simula nang gawin ko ang blog na ito, I always make sure na mayroon akong blog post before the year ends. Madalas pag-reminisce ng mga nangyari the whole year o `di kaya ay ang mga plano ko for next year. Palagi ako by months nag-re-reminisce pero dahil tinatamad na ako mag-reminisce by months... gawin na lang nating facebook. Wala ng all stories---just highlights!

Birthday
(January 5, 2014)

I don't think there's something special in here....bukod sa tumanda lang ako. LOL. Kidding! What I did on the start of my 20th year of existence? Dahil Sunday... I made sure I went to church. Then kaunting luto-luto at nagpunta kami sa Alabang to visit my Dad's cemetery with family. Went to visit Dad's family side, too. At kumain sa Tokyo-Tokyo (my fave restaurant). Nothing special right? Haha! But I include this on the highlights since its my birthday! :P



 Balai Isabel Brainstorming
(January 24 - 25, 2014)

 My 2nd brainstorming na in-attend-an ko sa PHR. Nakakulta ng utak `yung sa Bataan but this one, mas lalong nakulta ang utak ko. It seems like a bad memory, Muntik na akong sumuko. Charot. Na-pressure ako nang husto dito kaya ayaw ko na sana mag-details pa. But it was fun though....because after months, I met my writer friends again.


Mom's Almost A Week Hospital Confinement
(January 25 - 30, 2014)
Bad memory again. But highlights nga ito, okay? Bad and good, I still include. I have to leave the brainstorming early cause of this news. It was a very bad day for me. Na-confine si Mommy just because sa ingrown nail. WTF right? But this made me nervous a lot, too. Dito ako na-broke nang husto dahil sa laki ng bill na binayaran namin sa hospital.

OB Trip to BIR and PHR anniversary Sale
(February 4, 2014)
Good memory! First time ko lumabas sa office sa aking OJT at first time ko rin sa BIR. For more details, please visit my blogpost OJT Update

End of OJT in Toyota Motor Philippines
(March 22, 2014)

Completed my 670 hours of training in Toyota Motor Philippines. It was bitter sweet. Masaya ako na natapos ko siya at siyempre, mami-miss ko rin ang mga tao sa paligid ko. My superiors. They were really very nice to me at nakakatuwa lang na hanggang ngayon, kinakausap pa rin nila ako. And yay! They even gave me gifts that I didn't expect to have. All my service was worth it. Chos!

Signed Feasibility Papers
(April 22, 2014)

And we are done...on the hardest book ever! Halos magsisigaw yata ako noon nang matapos na namin papirmahan ang FS papers namin. We have a lot of troubled encounter in making this one. Ang matapos ang FS ay isang malaking achievement na sa akin/amin. :P








College Graduation
(April 24, 2014)

MY. MOST. AWAITED. DAY.
After so many years of studying, I finally walked in the stage to get my last diploma. May degree na rin ako sa wakas. Hindi ko pa rin makalimutan ang napakasayang feeling ng sa wakas ay makuha ko na ang diploma ko (kahit ang pangit ko sa aking grad pic, I mean---the eyes only) at lalong-lalo na ang itapon ko ang cap. Pakiramdam ko, nanalo ako ng lotto. Nakakaiyak---masaya na malungkot. Masaya dahil natapos ko na rin ang college at nakakalungkot dahil hindi na ako estudyante. Mahal na pamasahe sa jeep at bus. Nyek. Haha!

Contract Signing
(June 21, 2014)
One of my dreams is to be an exclusive writer of PHR. I made it.

Once A Princess Premiere
(August 6, 2014)

Star studded! First PHR book to turned into a movie. Invited ang mga writers at nasa premiere pa kami. With the artist. Isinama ko si Mommy dahil may libre tickets. Alam ko, nag-enjoy nang husto ang Mommy. Hindi inubo, eh. Nag-enjoy rin naman ako. Lalo na sa pakiramdam na katabi mo lang ang mga artista! Yay! I got to meet a lot of Filipino actors and actresses. And most especially, Miss Gretchen Barretto. I am really stunned to see her in person. Mangiyak-ngiyak ako noon kasi gustong-gusto ko siya. Stalker kasi ako sa IG :P And got to see one of my Filipino actor crush, JC de Vera. Di lang nakapagpa-picture. Sayang :P

CSC Passer
For more details: CSC Passer

Christmas
(December 25, 2014 and onwards)

Time to give back because I have so many blessings this year. Gift giving. Lahat yata ng family ko, binigyan ko ng gift. Went to Church, too. Na-complete ko rin pala ang Simbang Gabi. Together with my Mom. Great day!

I also have a year end/christmas party with my college friends. What to expect? Always a blast when I am with them! xx



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Indeed, 2014 is a great year for me. Puwede ko siya na mai-categorize na best year so far for me. Unlike, 2013---I can't say I just survived the year. This year, I can say that I don't just survived. I ENJOYED this year so much! Why? Bukod sa good memories, I also did what I really want in my life since I was young---TO BE A WRITER---and not just a writer. A FULL TIME WRITER. I also happened to triple the number of manuscripts I have last year. Maaaring pagsisihan ko man sa huli ang decisions na ginawa ko this year, pero magagawa ko ba talaga na pagsisihan? Masaya ako sa ginagawa ko. Hindi dapat pinagsisihan ang mga ganitong bagay.

Thank you 2014. Cheers and welcome 2015. Be better than my this year, pretty please?

xx
Cady

OJT Update...

Hello! I am back! Hehe! Have you notice? Minsan na lang ako magblog? At kung magpo-post man ako, maikli lang? Kung may nagbabasa man ng mga posts ko, napansin siguro! Ahehe! Anyway, I'm still busy with my OJT in Toyota Motor Philippines. I still have 200+ hours to beat before I finish and according to my counting, it will lasts until the last week of March.

My training is still doing fine. The past few weeks, I've been busy. They gave me a lot of works but I have also some absences! He-he! Well, may mga bagay talaga na kailangan namang bigyan ng pansin. And I am not complaining for the works. I actually love it when they give me work. It means that they trust me and also for experience. And last Tuesday, they gave me one wonderful experience! Haha!

I don't know if most people would classify it as a wonderful one but being out of the office was really a big thing for me. Sa totoo lang, medyo na-disappoint talaga ako noon na sa Accounting department ako napunta. I am targeting the Marketing one because I know I would expose to a lot of trips! Me-he-he! And well, mas gusto ko talaga yun kaysa sa major ko. But well, I have no choice but to love it. And good thing, they made me experience something that I dream of. (dream talaga? Hehe!)

Me being out of the office is a surprise. May ginagawa ako ng oras na yun pero hindi naman rush. Nasa isip-isip ko pa noon na babagalan ko yung ginagawa ko since yun na lang naman ang gagawin ko at malamang na mate-tengga na ako. It was 2 in the afternoon that time. Still many hours to go before our office hours end. Medyo excited pa ako dahil pupunta akong SM after dahil sale ng Precious Pages. Bigla akong inutusan ng Sir ko na kuhanin yung BIR form 2307 ng isang supplier. It was my job actually. Kaya lang sandali lang yun at ibaba mo lang naman yung form at ipapa-receive. I was looking for the other quarters of the company in the box where the form was in when suddenly, my trainer came to me. Sobrang panic yung mukha niya at sinabi sa akin na, "Pupunta kang BIR," Na-stun talaga ako sa kanya. Hindi niya ako inuutusan. Bihirang-bihira lang. Yung mga under niya lang ang madalas na nagtuturo sa akin. (Manager kasi yung trainer ko) I was like... "Po? Ok po," She was like... "Ngayon na!"

Nagulat talaga ako. Natatawa na nga ako na di malaman kasi panic na panic na talaga siya. Nag-panic tuloy ako sa pagkuha ng form sa box. Then sinabi niya sa akin na bitawan ko na daw yun at ibigay sa nagpapagawa! Hahaha! That time, itinakbo na nila yung special arrangement business trip ko sa GAD para papirmahan. Ni hindi ko pa naayos ang gamit ko, tapos na sila sa pagpapirma! And di na rin ako binigyan na patayin yung computer ko. Hahaha! Medyo OA di ba? pero ganyan talaga yung nangyari. Paano kasi ay 2pm na. At past 2pm na rin ako nakalabas ng Toyota dahil wala pa yung driver ko pagpunta ko sa lobby! Yun pala ay nainip na siya dahil wala pa raw ako eh ang tagal na daw niyang nandoon. Hehe!

And yes, I have a driver. And our car is Toyota Yaris. And I mean, that is Toyota's driver. And Toyota's car. Hehe! Medyo nanghinayang lang ako kasi gusto ko sana Camry. Charot! Hahaha! But nevertheless, feeling ko ang donya ko kasi may driver ako! Hahaha! O dba? And I am also lucky dahil sa company namin, di nag-o-OB na pinagbabiyahe lang. May sarili ka talagang car at driver. Hehe! Kaya lang, medyo nakakalungkot na alone ka lang di ba? Chika-chika tuloy kami ni driver. Kahit medyo naligaw kami kasi di pala niya alam kung saan ang BIR. Hehe! Di daw siya familiar.

Pagdating ko sa BIR, (na first time ko nakarating) tanong na lang ako nang tanong. Kaya lang, nakakaasar yung mga pinagtanungan ko. Aba niligaw ako! Sandali lang naman ako doon kasi nagpa-receive lang ako at nag-deliver ng document. Pero past 4 na ako nakaalis at sakto lang sa labasan ng Toyota ang aking pagdating kaya nagpahatid na ako sa Turbina. (na napaaga ako) Hehe!

May pagkamababaw pero happiest office day ever ko yun. Haha! It was a nice experience. And my classmates are feeling envy of me. Ako lang kasi ang nakalabas ng ganoon kalayo eh. And errr.. I also take pictures nga pala. Kaya lang ang papangit kasi ako lang talaga mag-isa. Nagpakuha pa nga ako sa guard para lang documentation. `Yung driver ko kasi ay nasa parking lang at sinabihan niya lang ako na i-text siya kapag tapos na ako at susunduin ulit niya ako sa lobby. Hehe!

Here are some of the pictures:

And just that... Ang pinakapost taalga nito ay about sa experience na ito. Hehe! And well, I'm not saying na dahil dito ay talagang magandang-maganda na ang OJT experience ko. There were times na malungkot ako. And well, may one time pa nga na umiyak ako. (But not in the office talaga, ha?) I was just so tired that time and I have known something that kinda disappoints me. Bakit kasi na-timing sa araw na yun? Ang nakakatawa pa... after that day, tinanong ako ng Sir ko. "Kailan ka last na umiyak?" Hindi ko masagot kasi kapag sinagot ko, feeling ko, mahahalata niya. Hahahaha! Kaasar talaga yung tanong na yun, eh. But well,  naiintindihan ko naman kung bakit. And it was actually for good. Nag-timing lang talaga siya sa pagod ko.

But what I should say is that, Toyota is a very good company. Noong una, nagdoubt pa ako sa company na ito dahil sa feedbacks but when days passed, I have seen how it became one of the biggest company in the Philippines. Number 10 in the whole world. And the number ONE automotive company in the whole world. It was a good training ground. I am proud I am having my training here :)

xx

Cady

Moving on...

2013 bye... 2014, hi.

We are moving on... I just have few wishes for this year and that is...

To graduate --- It feels sad to leave school yet, I want it to end, too. Last year had been a struggle.. my subjects, feasibs and all about school stuffs! So I hope, my internship now would end good and this April... I'll finally March on the stage and get my diploma.

Healthy family --- This is a wish more for my Mom. She seems getting weaker and weaker each year. I hope this year, she wouldn't be like that... I hope she'd be more happy and healthy.

More manuscripts --- as I've said to my last posts.... I'm having a dilemma. I hope this year, I wouldn't experience that.

And yes.. LOVELIFE --- I'm longing for it. Hahaha! Besides, I expect to graduate this year and ehem... HIM, we are the same right? Hahaha!

Thank you 2013. More blessings 2014.

Happy Happy New Year!

xx

Cady

Grateful

Aww... I miss blogging! Medyo busy na kasi saka tinatamaan ng katamaran kaya ngayon na lang nakapag-blog... but anyway, I'm here again so... Hehe!

Today is Christmas and I have so much things to be grateful of. Okay, hindi naman maiiwasan na may problems pa rin... but if I look the things around me, I know, I have a lots of blessings more than that. Kaya kapag nalulungkot ako, kinakalma ko na lang ang sarili ko sa tuwing tinitignan ko ang mga bagay na iyon.

I'm grateful about my Internship. My superiors are all nice. They even give me gifts on Christmas and let me join for their department treats. Kapag may pagkain, di rin puwedeng wala ako. Hahaha! I'm happy I am working for them, with them.

I'm grateful for all the gifts that I receive...  Most of them are unexpected... and I love unexpected gifts!

I'm grateful about HIM... Yes, he doesn't have enough time for me. But still, he remembers me. Kahit na wala siyang PC sa bahay at internet para mabati ako, he still find a way. That's the most important thing for me then.

I'm grateful I have my family and spend the Christmas with them. Thank you for still making us complete this year.

I'm grateful about everything God gave to me. Kahit hindi na ako nakakapagsimba madalas, still, hindi niyo pa rin ako pinapabayaan. You're still with me. Thank you so much po.

Oh yes, this post is about thank you's. Hahaha! Its the season to give thanks and to be happy. Merry Christmas and Happy Happy Birthday Jesus! :)

xx

Cady

PASSED!!!

Yes. Our group passed the defense! If you have read my last post, you would know how nervous I am.

We have revisions, but what is important is we passed. Yung grupo namin yung pinakamahabang oras nang pagde-defense at paghihintay ng deliberation. It was said to us that we are near to... re-defense. Even the chairperson told us that there are aspect that should be accounted to re defense. But they also put our effort in the grading.

Buti na lang talaga at si Sir Perez ang chairperson namin. Siya talaga `yung pinakakinakabahan ako. Pero yung dalawa pa palang panel yung gigisa sa amin. Grabe lang, never kong in-expect `yun since they have the reputation of... HAHAHAH!!! Oh well, just what I tweeted today, One thing I learned today is do not underestimate. I underestimate those two panels and they feel like the one who are asking a lot of questions! And our adviser, I really didn't expect that she would help us after what happened yesterday to the other group. Ah, naalala ko tuloy kanina noong nagsasalita si Sir Perez kanina sa amin kung bakit hindi niya kami nilaglag, sobrang na-overwhelm talaga ako. Kasi napaka-considerate niya. Kahit ilang beses na kaming umabsent sa kanya dahil nga sa paggawa ng FS na ito, inintindi niya kami. At hindi niya talaga kami pinabayaan. Tinatakot niya kami noong una pero nang ramdam niyang tameme na kami, tameme rin siya. What our problem is that na-block kami! Buti na lang talaga, na-gets noong professor namin yung gusto naming sabihin kasi hindi namin siya maipaliwanag. Ganoon-ganoon lang naman yung nangyari namin saka nagka-problem kami sa Market Study, about doon sa distribution process namin. Risky raw kasi.

But overall, the defense was okay. Nakakaba lang noong sobrang tagal nung pinag-antay namin sa deliberation pero nakahinga talaga ako nang maluwag nung ipapa-revise lang. Worth it ang pagbili ko ng bagong corpo! Charot. Hahahaha!

Thank you Sir Perez for being our "power ranger". Kahit in-underestimate rin kita noong una, still, you are very considerate! You know how to adjust. I never thought you would be this kind when I first saw you. Thank you Miss Leonor, for being our "taga-sambot" nang wala na kaming masabi. Hahaha! But most of all, thank you Lord God for granting our prayer :))) I love you Lord!!!

Next blog ko na lang yung about sa FS experience namin. HAHAHA!!!


xx

Cady

Guide Me

If there is a simple word that would best describe my last 2 weeks... Its a living hell. And unfortunately, its not yet the end.

Next week will be our FS defense days. Our group is scheduled to have it on Thursday. And I am freaking nervous! Even if we got the kindest (they say) set of panel, still, I can't help but to be pressured. Especially that days are coming and coming. I know I am not the only one in this. But still....

This FS defense feels like our ticket for graduation. Next sem would be our internship. And yes, I am already cleared my medical exam so I am sure that I will be going to have it in Toyota Sta. Rosa. Problem solved with that. Only this defense.

I try so hard to let this pressure out. Today, I totally have myself a day off. But this Sunday seems so boring... I am so lazy I am only in my room the whole day. I watch movies, sleep and read. But it still doesn't release the pressure away. And I feel like it just gets worse. The last movie I watch just intensified this pressure because of the "failure" that happened to the hero. Oh God, I really imagine myself being in his shoes that time. What if questions comes to my mind that I nearly shut off the laptop. Even if it has a good ending, it still affects me a lot.

I still have some doubts with our paper though. But we have something to defend on that if the panel asked about that kind of problem. Still, I am not satisfied. What if the panel didn't accept our answer to that? The head of our set of panels is intelligent. He had a lot of questions but he was kind. I know that since he was my professor in 4 subjects this sem. See? 4 SUBJECTS AND THAT'S ALL ACCOUNTING SUBJECT! He was also a CPA, MBA and do have a doctor degree! Even if we knew him and we have high hopes that he will never failed us since he knew the hardships we faced through this... STILL...

Uggghhh! Please God. Give me peace of mind. I can't sleep well,  I can't eat well. Most of the times I would just woke up and think of the FS. I even have nightmares! Help me God. Guide me.

xx

Cady

Big Month

Ilang araw na lang October na. And I am really nervous for this month. Ito `yung month na magkakaalamanan na kung ga-graduate ba ako o hindi. Its our defense day month! At sino ba ang hindi matatakot na mag-defense?

Our defense day should be on October 9. But due to the suspension of classes last August, our school days were extended. We are going to have the defense on October 16 and 17. Two freaking days! Our class were in panic. Alam namin na lahat kami ay nasa bingit since---ayaw ko ng i-explain kung bakit.

Pero hindi lang ito ang dahilan kung bakit kinakabahan ako. Most of my upcoming books is expected to be released this month---and that includes my trilogy. Ahhhh, it has been almost a year since I wrote the first book. I like that book since bet ko talaga gumawa ng ganoong klase ng story. Pero natatakot pa rin ako dahil alam kong hindi ko na-build up masyado yung iba kong characters sa book 1. Isa-isa pa naman ang release ngayon ng mga trilogy/series. Isama pang... kinakabahan talaga ako sa magiging reaction ng readers dito.

My heroes were not perfect, pati na rin ang kanilang mga heroine. My God, dito nga pala ako mas kinakabahan. Lalo na doon sa book 2 and 3. May something kasi sa mga characters nila na well, di masyadong maganda. Yay! But I hope, they would give a chance of buying it, or if any chance, liking or loving it! Ah, plus the cover---I made that myself. Kaya nakakaba lalo na at hindi naman ako magaling sa mga ganyan. Gusto ko lang talaga mapalagay ung name ko sa cover concept. Mehehe!

And oh, its also finals week this month. But I'm not bothered by that. Yung defense lang talaga saka ung pag-release ng books ko. Wew!

At isama na rin natin pala yung result ng pending manuscript ko. Mehehe!


xx

Cady

I don't want to be sick!

Yesterday I went to a diagnostic clinic for some laboratory test. Its a requirement to have those for my internship in Toyota next sem. I was kinda nervous since I am afraid that they might find out that I have some problems in my body. And well, the doctor find out some problems in my blood. She said that I have a high count of platelets. I felt so afraid that time since the HR in Toyota told us that most of the applicants problems are in the medical side. A lot of what if's come to my mind because of my mind.

My mind was set that I am going to have the internship in Toyota. And this problem came up. Really, I felt like crying in front of the doctor the time she told me I need to repeat my CBC. But she calmed me and told that it was not serious though. I should just rest and take plenty of water and I'll be back to normal again. She said that it was also because of my cold.

I keep thinking a lot about it. They told me that I should go back for the repeat test after 4 days. So that means I can't pass it on the deadline of passing---on Saturday. But the medtech told me I can passed the result. And if Toyota would ask me to take it again, then that is the time I should repeat. Its not only me that have that kind of problem. Most of us my co-interns/classmates have problems, too, in our health. So I should not think about it a lot. But I don't want to be sick! Never again. Especially that yesterday, I feel bad. I feel like having a fever. That worry me the most.

I don't like having fever. Who do like? And I posted about this damn sickness in my facebook account and someone told me I should take care since dengue is common nowadays. I already have experience with the kind of disease. I've been hospitalized for almost a week. Aside from that, nagdeliryo ako ng time na `yun. My mom said that I feel like I lose my sanity in the emergency room. I don't know what I am doing and they are very afraid that time since I'm not in my self. I am doing a lot of crazy things because of high fever they thought they will lose me. They said I am fighting w/ the other patient, do "Darna" in the bed, and talk a lot about Enchanted Kingdom. I don't know what is happening to me that time. Then I've been confined that i want to go home so bad but my fever is still high. I missed a lot about school and my classmates have been texting me to get well soon since its intramurals time and I am the player of our class in scrabble. I am their bet since I've been the champion in our batch for 3 consecutive years. And our class lost it because I am not there.

I don't want to be sick. I want to rest but I have a lot of duties at home. Mom can't do a lot of things `cause she was paralyzed. I am always the one who do things. Especially now that water in our village is a main problem. Uggghhh!!! I should not be stress but I can't help it. I have a lot of duties not just in school but in our home. ><

xx

Cady

Gulong ng Palad

Sometimes you'll be on top... Sometimes you'll be on bottom.

Maybe it was not just my lucky day then. Maybe its my bad week last week since I've have mistakes and failures...

Stupidity in driving
Stupidity in stepping in a broken glass and have a wounded feet. (I can't walk properly for a few days)
And I failed on my law exam...

The last one was the one I am bothered about. I am not sure if I am the only one who fail but it does have a bad effect on me... Simula nang mangyari `yun, palagi na lang ako nagigising ng madaling araw at naiisip iyon. Meron pang time na kino-compute ko pa talaga ang mga possible grades na puwede kong makuha dahil sa bagsak ako... It was so painful for me since I excel in Law (that's what I think) last sem... But now.... I don't know what really happened to me. Am I that so sleepy that time? Hindi ba ako nag-aral nang mabuti? Dahil ba sa hindi ako nakakopya at hindi ako nagtangka man lang? Oh well.... I just wish, on midterms, mataas ang grade ko. I will make sure of it. Okay naman po ang class performance ko... `Yung prelims lang talaga. Pero kailangan talaga makabawi ako sa midterms. Kahit 85 lang... Okay na. Hindi ako puwedeng magkasingko. Hindi ako puwedeng bumagsak. Kahit elective lang `yun at puwede pa ako maka-graduate on time if ever man, no... Hindi puwede. I don't want bad records.

Sabi na nga ba. `Di talaga ako puwede mag-work sa bangko. I suck in Finance. I suck in Negotiable Instruments... Errrr...


Lord, please give me peace of mind. And guide me for midterm exams.


xx


Cady

`Cause I'm tired to death....

The title of the blog post came from the song of KZ, Scared to Death. Palagi ko kasing naririnig kapag pinapalabas `yung trailer ng Tuhog. He-he.

These days, palagi na lang akong stress. `Yung tipong maaga na nga `yung pasok mo tapos maghapon pa. Hindi naman full load `yung araw... Pero grabe lang sa vacant. May dalawang araw kami sa isang linggo na four and a half hours ang vacant. And may isa na 3 hours. Nakakaimbyerna lang at napakagastos. Pero okay na rin, dahil sa feasibility study na `yan.

Feasibility study... Haay, puwede bang matapos ka na? Puwede bang mawala ka na? Kasi.... ikaw ang nagwawala ng social life ko. Ahahaha! Well, not at all. I can still manage to visit my social networking accounts. But these are because palagi kaming magkakausap ng mga groupmates ko sa Facebook. Naisisingit ko pa rin naman ang pag-chat kay "HIM" since I'm working on computer naman. Pero alam mo `yung feeling na gusto mo na siyang iwanan kahit gustong-gusto mo rin siyang ka-chat? Ang gulo ko `no. He was here everyday. We chat everyday. Kung siguro bakasyon ko, sobrang saya ko siguro. Eh ngayon, sa dami kong ginagawa, parang wala na akong time isipin siya.

Food. Madalas na akong nagugutom ngayon. Siguro ay dahil sa pagod. Madalas ay wala pang isang oras, gutom na agad. Pero ang masama, hindi ako nakakain ng tama. Its because of the schedule at dahil na rin sa dami ng ginagawa. Minsan nakakalimutan na or talagang `yung schedule sa school ay hindi tama para sa pagkain. Haay, kaya tuwing dinner ako bumabawi. I usually don't take vitamins but these days, I make sure I take everyday. Natatakot ako magkasakit!

Tulog. Haay, isa pa itong nami-miss ko. May mga araw naman na 8 hours ang tulog ko, but damn, minsan masuwerte na ang 5 hours. At simula pa lang yan ng FS, ha? Prelims pa lang. Paano pa sa susunod? And my afternoon nap, I missed you sooooooooooooooo much. As in that much. I always want to sleep on afternoon. That was my favorite past time---sleeping. Mas gusto ko pa matulog ng umaga kaysa gabi. Pero ni hindi ko na maalala kung kailan ako natulog ulit ng ganoon. And that is because of my fucking schedule!!!

My friends. I missed my writer friends so much. Well, I always missed them. Next week magkikita-kita sila at paano ako? Di na naman ako makakasama. Dahil sa schedule, dahil sa feasibility, dahil sa klase, dahil sa dami ng ginagawa, dahil sa malayo ang place ko sa kanila. I always feel like I am left....I feel bad with that pero may magagawa ba ako? Nandito na ito. Kailangan kong unahin `yung pag-aaral ko. Isang sem na lang ito at next sem, malaki ang chance na hindi na ako maiiwan. Its because I am planning to have my internship in Manila. Not final but I am looking forward, too. I want to live even in a sem away from our house, away from my mom. I want to be independent. I want to find myself. More explanations? Uh, basahin niyo na lang `yung assignment na sinend ko sa prof ko. That includes all the things I am planning to do in the future. (Wel,, `yun ay kung mababasa niyo! Ahahah!) There is a big chance since I wrote in my app form 3 companies located in Manila. But enough of that. I still need to tackle friends again. This day, napasabi lang naman ako sa Mommy ko ng... "Nami-miss ko na sina Melanie," tapos bigla akong napaisip, araw-araw naman kaming nagkikita pero bakit ko sila nami-miss? At napagtanto ko na dahil kahit araw-araw ay hindi rin kami nagkakasama at nagkakuwentuhan nang matagal dahil sa FS. Hindi kasi kami magkaka-group. Nami-miss ko na silang maka-chikahan nang matagal. Ahaaaaay.

Kung meron man ako naging magandang karanasan sa nakaraang araw, iyon na siguro ay dahil nakasakay na ako, (Sa wakas) sa sports car ng classmate ko. Kagroup ko kasi siya sa FS. Akala ko luxury car `yun, sports car pala. Well, mahal din naman `yun kaya puwede na rin i-consider?

At nagtataka ba kayo kung bakit pa ako nakapag-blogpost sa kabila ng ka-busy-han ko? Dahil noong isang araw ko pa ito sinusulat. Ngayon ko lang natapos. At natapos ko pa dahil maaga kong natapos ang case analysis and exam ko sa Business policy and ethics. Ahahaha! Next is... Aral naman sa Auditing Problems. :3


xx

Cady

I am so disappointed...

I used to admire you then.. but now, the fangs are out. I didn't thought you can do all that...That you are like that.

My friend is really right when she said that the saying "first impressions last" is not true.

And on the other hand, they need analysis...People needs analysis.

I am tired of all of this. Mind your own business, people.

xx

Cady

I want to write.

I want to write...but there is so many hindrances by now... Studying feels like a very big responsibility right now... I want to graduate on time....but I also want to do this. But I know, with this little time and this pressure rising up, I can't.

The hobby can wait. But this sem can't. The hope of people around me, (most especially for my family) can't wait. I need to be better... I need to put first what is really important for a student like me... I need to graduate... I need to face my responsibility as a teenager and as a child.

I just hope we'll have a better schedule so I can have time. And I won't be bother that much.

Please Lord. Just my revision and this manuscript I am really itching to write since last week....

Time. Knowledge. Strength. I need you.

xx

Cady

Somebody That I Used To Know

Do I have the right to tell you to choose us? That is your happiness. They are your happiness. I can't just deprived you of all those things.

I can't bring the past so maybe, I'll just write it all here...

We Miss you.

I miss you. So much. But I know... I can't turn back time. I can't turn back all the things it was used to be...


With Love,

Buding

Dear Lord

Dear Lord...


I'm not hoping for a higher grade than my midterm grade... I'm very much contented with that grade. Even if it is line of 7... still that grade is a passing grade. I'm not hoping for more. Kahit tres o kagaya ng midterm grade ko na 2.75, okay na okay na ako, Lord. At sana po, pati `yung mga kaklase ko ay damayan niyo rin po. Please, marami po sa amin ang kilay na lang ang nakakapit at ang iba ay lumaglag na.... Please Lord, gabayan niyo po ang section namin. Sana po ay makapasa kaming lahat sa Advanced Accounting. Kahit hindi na with flying colors ang grade ko dahil tanggap ko na... na hindi na talaga. Pumasa lang talaga. Ayaw ko pong magrepeat. Please give me blessings. Pumasa lang po talaga... Maraming salamat po Lord God.


xx

Princess Joy D. Palo
Student
BSBA 3-1


Dear Lord....


Sana pumasa po ang story ni James. Kahit po for revision lang. Please, please, please. Mahal na mahal ko po siya... Wag naman po siyang ma-returned. Hindi ko po yata kakayanin. Chos! *deep sigh* Maraming salamat po Lord God.


xx

Cady Lorenzana
Frustrated Writer

One of my exes.

One of my exes is one of the worldwide trending topics on twitter last Valentines Day. Actually, gusto ko nga sanang mag-tweet na may kasamang hash tag niyan noong Valentines Day, iyon nga lang, baka makita nung friend nung ex ko at asarin na naman ako sa kanya---which is palagi niyang ginagawa kapag nagdadrama ako sa love. LOL.

But anyway, may iti-tweet naman talaga dapat ako about that hash tag. One of my exes chatted me on Valentines Day! Medyo nagulat ako kasi ang tagal na simula ng last conversation namin. I think, 1st year college? I'm now in my 3rd year. Mahigit isang taon na rin simula ng magkausap kami. Friends kami sa FB pero di kami nag-uusap. Bihira lang din naman siyang magbukas ng FB.

Then iyon nga, nagka-chat kami last Thursday and he even asked me whats my cellphone number. We lost contacts na rin kasi. At wala na ako actually balak i-contact siya dahil I'm totally over him! Hahah! He's my last boyfriend...and that was in HS! Nagbago na ako ngayong college. Fling na lang. LOL. Ayaw ko ng i-text siya since ayaw ko na rin na mapalapit sa kanya. Nagre-reply ako pero kapag walang kuwenta iyong text niya, di na ako nagrereply. Last Friday, di na rin siya nagtetext and I conclude na siguro hindi na ulit siya magtetext.

Pero noong saturday, nangamusta na naman siya. Nireplyan ko naman since mayroon akong load that time kasi nasa Manila ako. I need to have communications with my family and friends if ever magtext sila sa akin. Ayaw ko rin naman maging rude sa kanya nire-replyan ko na rin. Medyo naiinis lang ako sa sarili kasi habang katext ko siya, feeling ko na-e-excite ako sa reply niya. Tingin ako ng tingin sa cellphone ko. I don't want to have that feelings again with a guy. Pakiramdam ko kasi, para akong umaasa when the truth is ayaw ko na. Ayaw ko na talaga!

For now, ayaw ko ng mapalapit iyong damdamin ko sa isang guy. Ewan ko ba, nahihirapan kasi ako if ever na may magbago sa pagitan naming dalawa. Like what happened to me and Riyan. Super close namin dati tapos ngayon... once a week 5 minutes chat? Minsan nga, hindi pa. Napu-frustrate lang ako. Naiiyak lang ako kapag napapagtripan kong basahin iyong mga conversations namin sa skype or sa gmail. Nababadtrip lang ako kapag pinagko-compara ko kung paano niya ako batiin last year and this year... kung paano niya ako i-chat. kung paano iyong treatment niya sa akin before and today.

So siguro ay buburahin ko na lang muli itong number ng ex ko dahil sa mga dahilan kong ito. He-he!


#Nonsensepost

xx
Cady

Eponine

Last Monday, me and my classmates watched Les Miserables in SM Calamba. Actually, I don't have plans in watching this---but when I heard that its an award winning movie, I told myself, why don't watch it? Besides, my friend Melanie really loves to watch it. I joined her with my friends even if we are 12 minutes late on the showing of the movie.

Honestly, at first, I really don't enjoy watching the movie. It seems boring to me. I'm not a fan of musicals---or should I say, I really don't watch musicals. I have watched but its just because my professor in Humanities required us to watch 2 musical movies. I didn't enjoy it so when I found out that its a musical movie---even award winning---I expect myself to get bored in the movie.

But later part, I was thrilled. And understand the movie...but my feelings didn't get attached until the big Eponine come out.

Eponine is the daughter of Thenardiér and Madame Thenardiér---an inn owner and also "thieves" in the movie. She grew up with Cosette whom the Thenardiér's treat like a maid when she was still a child. Cosette is like "Cinderella" (I even told it with my friend Melanie) and Eponine is like her step sister. Eponine is treated like a princess when they were still young and Cosette is like a pauper. But years later, things in Thenardiér's family is not the same. They became poorer but still Eponine's parents is still thieves.

Eponine has a huge unrequited crush on Marius---a dashing student revolutionary. She is in love with him. But Marius just see him as a friend. Because I didn't read the Les Miserables book or even read a review of it, I didn't know what will happen. So I just thought that maybe, Eponine will be the third party between Cosette and Marius. She's the villain. 

BUT I AM WRONG.

I have late reactions in this movie, actually. I never cried in the movie house but I get more attached to Eponine when the movie is already finished. I realized how martyr she was and I feel so pity because of what happened to her. All she wants in the world is to be loved by Marius---to be in his arms. It happened...but after that, she died. She died in the arms of Marius...

Her love for Marius is so pathethic. Even if she already knew that Marius have a huge thing for Cosette, she still pines for him. Maybe some other people will think her characters is not the goody-goody type like Cosette but I still like her! I actually LOVE her! Maybe because I am more in love with the characters who have bad sides, or should I say not adorable but have a tough personality.

And God, the song "On My Own" really made me cry when I got home and raped the replay button in Youtube. I immediately download the song and until now, I'm still having LSS. I love all the lines and I pity Eponine more while she's singing this... It was so heart breaking for her... especially this lines:

"Without me, his world will go on turning... A world that's full of happiness that I have never known... I love him... But only on my own."

Her character really inspires me a lot. And yes, I'm gonna soon make a character like Eponine. Not maybe a bad Eponine... but a martyr Eponine. And I am so excited about it!!!!

xx

Cady

Bye 2012

So today is December 31, 2012...na muntik na akong magbagong taon sa bahay ng bestfriend ko...sabi ng tita ko. Joke! `De. Doon lang ako natulog sa bahay nila kagabi...kasi pinilit niya ako! Hahaha. Na-miss niya yata ako...kasi twice a year lang yata kami nagkikita. He-he. We watched a movie kasi, EL Presidente and...its worth watching...at sa sobrang sarap ng aming pagkukuwentuhan, ginabi na kami. Hehe.

Anyway...echos lang `yang first paragraph na `yan. Sinabi ko lang para ikuwento ang nangyari sa akin kahapon...Pero ang post na ito, ikukuwento ko naman ang nangyari sa aking buong taon. Pagbabalik tanaw sa year 2012!!!


JANUARY

January is my birthday month. At dahil I turned 18 this 2012, debut ko. After 11 years, nakapagpa-party ako nang ganoon kalaki. Well, not really that big naman ang debut party ko. Sabihin na lang nating, nag-celebrate ako ng birthday na ganoon kadami iyong handa. Eh kasi naman, debut rin ng Kuya ko this year. January 2 birthday niya and I'm January 5. 21 siya, 18 ako. So medyo marami yata. Hehe! Masaya naman ang birthday ko, (ayon sa aking natatandaan) kahit nakakapagod kasi ang tagal ko na bago di na kapag asikaso ng ganoon karaming guest. And ano pa ba ang nangyari sa January? Nag-debut rin pala iyong isa kong friend, which leads us to have a mini-reunion ng mga classmates ko noong highschool.

FEBRUARY

Love Month. Can I skip this? LOL. Ahmmm.. kuwento ko na lang ang nangyari sa akin noong Valentines Day kasi hindi ko matandaan kung ano nga ba ang nangyari sa akin ng month na ito. Natatandaan ko pa kasi iyong araw na iyon---na nawalan kami ng klase dahil absent ang professor. Eh isang subject lang iyon kaya wala buong araw. Nagpunta akong SM para...magbayad ng internet connection! Ahehe! And bumili ng cake...na nilagyan ko ng from Guji iyong card. Nyahaha.. Then bandang hapon, t-in-ext ako ni crush. (eherm!) telling me kung nasaan daw ako. Eh 4pm iyon, tulog ako kasi natulog ako ng 3pm. Nabasa ko 5pm. One hour late! Noong nagreply ako..w/c is 30 minutes after pa...sabi niya, yayain sana niya akong magdate!!!! Ahhh, s-in-ave ko pa ang text na iyon sa phone ko kasi kinilig ako...kahit nabuwisit ako sa sarili ko kasi natulog ako. Sayaaaaaaaang. ><

MARCH

Ito ang isa sa mga pinakamadugong month ng mga estudyante---finals kasi. At alam kong ganoon rin ako. Hindi ko masyadong maalala. Pero ang alam ko ay gumawa yata kami ng video noon sa physical science. at dinugo kami sa reporting sa quantech, ah, I mean, defense pala sa quantech. At lumabas rin ang aking 2nd book na bigla pa akong kinabahan kasi days before that, nagtext sa akin si Ate Karen, telling me "Caspian"... ewan ko, kinabahan ako sa paglabas niya. Hehe!

APRIL

Ito ang month na ginawa ko si Guji :) Na two weeks kong ginawa kasi...nagmahal na araw? And si HIM... nag-exam siya. Final exams nila and twice a week lang kami nagkaka-chat...na nag-adjust pa ako kasi di naman kami ganoon dati. Pero matagal naman a day iyong twice a week na iyon. And lumabas rin si Derrick my loves <3

MAY

Na-approve si Guji! And I cant...believe it. Yay! Nagkita rin kami ng mga fellow writers ko, which is first time ko rin pala na-meet si Ate Skye Reyes. Nag-bonding kami sa SM North which is first time kong pumunta doon kaya hindi ko alam kung paano umuwi. Pero buti na lang nakita ko si Maizee na nagturo sa akin ng daan pauwi! Hehe! First time ko rin...na nagpunta sa Recto! Ang dami kong first time sa Manila noong May. Kaloka! Nagtry rin ako ng entry para sa Angels Myth...pero di ko pinasa. I mean, di ko tinapos. Hehehe. And ginawa ko rin si Athena... at nagplan ako ng trilogy ko.... at ginawa ko rin pala ang first book. Hehe.

JUNE

Nakakalahati na ako! Yey! At kung ang March ay isa sa mga pinakamahirap na buwan ng mga estudyante..eh ang June rin. :P Kasi bye-bye vacation. Ahuhuhu! 3rd year college na ako...and HELL na pala ito...kasi dahil sa Law. Thursday is my hell day... pero wala namang saturday class. :P And Ahmmm.. dito ko pala nakuha iyong gift na padala ni HIM. :D

JULY

Returned si Patch. Huhu. Iyong first book ng trilogy ko. Revision pa rin si Athena. Nag-adjust ako nang bongga nito sa Law Class ko. To the point na nagsusunog pa ako ng kilay. "PA" talaga. Hehe. Nagbirthday rin yata si Ate Nikka ng month na ito so nagpunta muli ako ng Manila para makibonding.

AUGUST

Ito iyong bumagyo...nang bongga! Nawalan kami ng pasok for a week...at nasira ang nalintikan kong laptop! Ahh, nawalan pa ng internet connection noon for a week rin...noong week pa na walang pasok. So imagine-in niyo ang inis ko...NOON. Hehe! Nagkayayaan kaming manood ng mga classmates ko noong highschool ng The Reunion...which is medyo masakit sa akin...kasi...kasi... Hahahaha. Kasi na-feel ko ng bongga ang character ni Jessie Mendiola doon! At kung bakit...kasi.... i-message niyo na lang ako sa facebook kung may curious... At ito rin ang month na na-approve si Athena :))

SEPTEMBER

Ang month na...hindi na kami kagaya ng dati ni Riyan. Sad,,,,because he's entering masters and he needed to be serious. Minsan na lang niya ako i-chat. Until now!!! At may nangopya rin ng novel ko sa wattpad. Errr. and Na-approve ang first ever translation ko... Yey! At nabuo ang 2nd trilogy ko, (kasi na-returned ang first)... and... dito rin pala ang book fair na nakita ko muli ang aking soulmate---ay este, si host Jasper dahil siya ang host ng cocktail party ng PHR. I remember that was one of my happiest days because of my friends :*

OCTOBER

One of the busiest month rin sa college...sa mga college students kasi magse-sembreak. Nag-fieldtrip nga pala kami this month sa BSP. (Shocks, to think na ito ang first ever fieldtrip ko noong college) Hehehe. Kumain pa kami noon sa isang mamahaling restaurant---na ang kasama namin ay mga businessman. Nakakaloka ang mga itsura naming mga naka-jacket pa kasi malamig ang panahon. Pero sa isip-isip ko naman, eh ano, future businesswoman rin naman kami! Hahahah! Dito rin pala naganap ang carshow sa school namin....na yay! nakapagpa-picture ako kay James at nakasakay sa porsche. And so sad to say, ito rin ang month na namatay ang Mommy ng fellow writer kong si Ate Skye... and hindi ako nakapunta kasi poorita ako dahil na-ospital ang lolo ko that month at hiniram ni Mommy lahat ng ipon ko.

NOVEMBER

Half of it is sembreak. Namatay rin iyong Mommy ng fellow writer kong si Ate Karen... Pero nakapunta naman ako this time kasi binayaran ako ng slight... ni Mommy. Then this month ay ginagawa ko si Keith. Na nakailang ulit ako!!! Lumabas si Guji---ang aking 4th book. at napansin ako nang bongga ni Guji. So this is my happiest month of being a fan girl. Nyahahaha. At na-approve nga rin pala ang first book noong 2nd trilogy ko na hindi ko talaga expected... at naranasan ko rin...ang hagupit ng 3rd year 2nd sem.

DECEMBER

Ito na iyong month na umiiyak na ako dahil feel na feel ko na ang hirap ng pagiging estudyante. At nag-CBA week nga rin pala na kumanta na naman kami ng Bracken Siongers. Listen and If I Aint Got You ang kinanta namin... sa STAGE ha! Hahaha! Pero `di contest. Ang sakit talaga ng lalamunan ko pagkatapos, feeling ko, `di na ako nakapagsalita nang ayos after. Pero thumbs up kasi ang saya talagang kumanta sa stage. :p Nanalo rin pala ako sa Amazing Race, nakakuha ng 100 pesos gift certificate sa DQ at nag-sleep over ang brackens sa bahay after the dinner night. And yay! Dito ko rin nagawa na nag-skip ako ng school, na almost one week na wala akong sakit dahil sa brainstorming sa Anvaya na super worth it naman ang pag-absent ko. :P Struggling kami ni Stock...pero sana matapos ko na siya sa wednesday. Please. Please. And Christmas w/ my family...na enjoy naman. Nagbonding w/ my BFF and Perey dahil sa panonood ng El Presidente. And today, last day of the year.


And hoping... it will be better than this year. More approved manuscripts, good health to me and my family, good grades ( I hope) and HAPPINESS!!!


THANK YOU LORD!!!!


xx
Cady

Realizations 101

Last friday, nawalan kami ng klase sa Finance dahil na-require kaming um-attend ng seminar na nagta-tackle about sa mga international students sa school namin. Marami kasi sa amin na foreigners...and most of them are Nigerians. Actually, mayroon akong classmate na Nigerian sa isang class ko. Sa Marketing. Irregular student kasi ako kaya kung saan-saan akong section napupunta! He-he. Sa Department ko, walang Nigerian student kaya hindi pa ako nakaka-experience kahit na ba last year pa naglipana ang mga Nigerians sa school.

Everytime na papasok iyong classmate kong Nigerian, lagi akong nakatingin sa kanya. Well, hindi lang ako kundi ang iba ko rin na classmate. We we're like, "Oh, Ninang mo,". Naging expression na naman iyon kapag nakikita namin siya. O di kaya kapag may kakaiba sa kanya, sasabihin namin, "Taray ng Ninang mo"...

So I was like, natamaan ako sa seminar na in-attend-an namin. Na-guilty ako. Hindi lang kasi ang mga classmate namin na Nigerian ang palagi naming, sabihin na nating, pinupuna namin palagi. He-he! Hindi rin kami namamansin ng ganoon. Naalala ko, one time, nagtanong sila sa akin sa canteen at hindi ako nakaimik kasi sobrang natakot ako. When the truth is, mababait naman sila.

Na-realize ko, paano kung ako naman ang nagpunta sa ibang bansa? Kunwari, naging exchange student ako o doon ako nagtrabaho. Baka maging ganoon din ako. No friends tapos palagi na lang pinagtitinginan ng mga tao o di kaya pinagtatawanan kasi kakaiba. So kahapon at ngayon, palagi ko ng sinasaway iyong friends ko na, "O, `wag na tayong ganyan, ha". Tapos ngumingiti-ngiti na rin ako sa kanila.

Buti na lang talaga, nakasama kami sa seminar na iyon. Free food na, na-inspire pa ako sa message ng seminar, and well, na-cute-an rin ako sa speaker. So Thank You Mr. Kurt Paolo Sevilla na siyang nagpaliwanag ng lahat kaya nalinawan ako tungkol dito. :)


xx
Cady

Another script for a play

Hello. Dahil sa project namin sa Physical Science, nagawa ko muling tignan ang youtube account ko. he-he. At dahil doon, nakita ko ang video ko with Ian---para sa isang play namin sa Humanities. Then nang nag-browse ako ng notes, nakita ko din iyong script namin! Hi-hi. Naalala ko, sabi ng prof ko, ako daw ang best actress dito. Hahahaha! Natuwa lang ako kasi may talent pala ako sa acting. At nang dahil diyan, nagka-interes tuloy ako sa mga theater, theater that's why ginawa ko iyong kuwento ni Marianne. Kahit naman sa pocketbook, madala ko ang pagigiging theater actress. Feeling Marianne lang `no? Hahaha. Nasa taas iyong video at ilalagay ko dito sa baba iyong script. xD



And the whole script.. Na connecting lines na naman. hehe. Ako rin nagdugtong-dugtong niyan :))) Feeling script writer kasi ako :D

Minsan, it's better for 2 people to break up.. so they can grow up. It takes grown ups to make relationships work
: Inihahandog ng Moon cinema. Comes a story about how true love waits for. Hopes for. para sa mga nagbreak up and still loving each other.


Boy: Diretsuhin mo nga ako! Dahil hindi ko kayang basahin kung anong nandyan sa utak mo. Kung galit ka sabihin mo sa akin, sabihin mo sa akin kung bakit! Kung nasasaktan kita sampalin mo ako! Sige, gantihan mo ako!


Girl: Bakit ganoon? Pag mahal mo, mahal mo. Walang pero, walang bakit...kahit na sinasaktan ka na.


Boy: Ano ba kasing nangyayari sa iyo?


Girl: Gusto mo ba talagang malaman? Ako! ako yung problema! Kasi nasasaktan ako kahit di naman ako dapat nasasaktan … Sana kaya ko nang tiisin yung sa akin na nararamdaman ko, kasi ako namili nito diba? (one more chance)


Boy: Sandali lang please, pag usapan natin ito.(one more chance)


Girl: Sana minsan makita mo rin ako. Kasi ako, ang nakikita ko, ikaw lang. Tayo na lang. Akin ka na lang ulit..(paano na kaya)


Boy: She loved me at my worst. You had me at my best. And you chose to break my heart.(one more chance)


Girl: Minahal kita. Mahal na mahal kita.(paano na kaya) At hanggang ngayon, Ang totoo hanggang ngayon umaasa parin ako na sabihin mong ako parin. Ako na lang. Ako na lang ulit.


Boy: nangyari na ang nangyari. hindi natin ginusto, hindi dapat pero nangyari na… wala ng tayo. Pero mahalaga ka sa akin at ---


Girl: Mahalaga ako sa iyo pero hindi mo ako mahal. (paano na kaya)


Boy: I love you. Don't you get it? I love you. Please let me love you. Again.(I love you so)


Girl: MAHAL MO BA KO DAHIL KAILANGAN MO KO? O KAILANGAN MO KO KASI MAHAL MO KO" (Milan)


Boy: : I'm sorry if I didn't love you in the way at that time that you did, pero maniwala ka, maniwala ka na minahal kita sa paraang alam ko"


Girl: Ang sarap pakinggan; mas masarap paniwalaan… Pero hanggang kelan? Bukas makalawa, may bagong darating; may bagong pagseselosan. It’s not you, it’s me. I’m so insecure. No love is enough for me— not even yours.(paano na kaya)


boy: i will stay with you-- isn't that enough?


girl:enough for now. Look, i love you more than everythingelse in the world combined. isn't that enough?


boy: yes it is enough. enough for Forever.


girl: Ten years from now, ganito parin kaya tayo?"


boy: Ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, forever and ever!


Girl: ‎"I never really believed in forever but i think I found forever in you.

:)

Azec Chase ♥

Script for a Rizal Play

Nag-browse ako ng notes ko sa FB dahil gusto kong tignan iyong poem na ginawa ko for english then nakita ko ang note ko na ito. Natuwa lang ako kasi ang sweet ng lines :) Hindi lahat ng lines dito, ako ang gumawa. Iyong iba, nabasa ko lang sa internet. Ganoon kasi ang ginawa namin sa Humanities---nag-connect-connect kami ng lines para sa isang drama play. Then ito, nag-come up kami sa drama na ito about Jose Rizal and Leonor Rivera. Sayang nga lamang, hindi sila happy ending... Hihi. So ito na iyon: (Sorry if may wrong grammar. Kailangan kasi namin dito ng english script kasi may kaklase kaming foreigner sa Rizal noong 1st year...)


* I could still remember those days.. Those days filled with love and romance..

She was the love of his life for 11 years. A love that might have lasted.. If only..



*flashbacks..



N: A woman got off from a jeepney.. The moment he saw her, he was mesmerized.. His heart beats faster on the sight of her.. At that moment, he knew.. He was in love..



Rizal: Not to be rude, but may I ask your name?

Leonor: (smiles) I am Leonor and you are?

R: Jose. My name is Jose. Are you from around here?

L: No. I came from Camilling, Tarlac. How about you?

R: No. I was from Calamba Laguna but I've been here much longer.





N: The conversation went on until they parted ways..



*courtship/playing songs..





Rizal: I love you not only for what you are but for what I am when I'm with you.. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself but more so for what you are making of me.

Leonor: And I love you too Jose, because you attempt to perfect my being of kindheartedness -- to live a life of love goodwill and gracious compassion..

R: If I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't all fit. No words can express how much I love you.



N: And then they had a relationship..



R: I'm leaving, Leonor. Just remember I will always love you. Remember me with smiles and laughter, for that's how I'll remember you.

L: There is an end to all things no matter how much we want to hold on to them, but I'll wait for you and please, do not forget me whatever happens, Jose.

R: I promise. I'll send you letters. This isn't goodbye for us. Never say goodbye because I know on one sunny day we will meet again

L: There are no goodbyes for us. Wherever you are, you will always be in my heart..



N: Then rizal go.. Leonor waited for him to come back but then Rizal didn't come back anymore. She waited for him until one day.. He doesn't fulfill his promises that he will send her letters.



Mother: I want you to be married to this British Engineer, Henry Kipping..

L: What? But I'm waiting for Rizal. He promised to come back for me, Mom. He's the one I love. He's the one I'm gonna marry with.

M: I don't like Rizal for you. He doesn't fit to be with you. He's a Filibustero. And Rizal didn''t come back, right? Choose Henry. He's the one I want to be with you. You are perfectly perfect for each other. Don't wait for Rizal, he had forgotten you and just forget him too.



N: Then Leonor doesn't have a choice. She believed that Rizal had forgotten her.


Henry: Just give me time, Leonor. And I’ll get you over with Rizal. You are, and always have been, my dream. I love you and I'm begging you to marry me. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours..

L: Do I have a choice, Henry? My mother wants me to get married to you. And I think, Rizal had forgotten me by now. I'm accepting your proposal no matter how it hurts. Just give me time to fall for you. I'm gonna make myself to love you too.

H: Thank you. I'm holding on for what you said.


N: Leonor and Henry got married when Rizal decided to come back..


Rizal : Maybe love is not just about being with the person you love. Maybe sometimes its about letting her go to be with the person she destined to be with...

(end of flashbacks..)


Then last scene, where Henry will kiss Leonor's forehead.