Another DREAM

When I was young, I dream of so many things. To be a teacher, nurse, architect, engineer and so on. On grade 6, i got interested in writing. I love to write poems and make stories. I don't know why I became like that. Maybe because one of my subjects--that I can't recall what is that--required us to make a mini-news paper. Then I realized I want to be a JOURNALIST.

I said that on my elementary yearbook. I want to be a journalist because I think I'm good in writing. Another reason is that one of my teacher there ask me to make a fable and I wrote one. The title is "ang Leon at ang Langgam". The story is about friendship. I cant remember the whole thing but it is really about friendship. A-ha-ha. My teacher said that it was nice.

Then highschool came. I still dream of becoming like that. Until 3rd year highschool--that was the time I got addicted to pocketbooks. I said to myself, I want to be like Ms. Sonia Francesca, Sofia, Heart Yngrid and other PHR writers. I want to become like them. I want to become a novel writer. That's why in my highschool yearbook, that is the one I wrote.

I first wrote my first one on that time, too. I was encourage by my other teacher also said that I have a future in writing. But unfortunately, that one is returned by the other Publishing Company--not PHR. It is MSV. They said it was juvenile and bla-blas. I was hurt but I don't cry. Then I said maybe, its not yet the time for me. Plus the added fact that our MS word at home got damaged. Thats why I wasn't able to write until I came in college. I tried again, 1st year 2nd sem. Still, I got rejections. But then, I am here now, 2nd year college. I have my first published novel. I thought it was impossible at first. That I can't be a novel writer on an early age like this. But still, I became one. And 2 are still upcoming.

I am happy that I fulfilled my dream. I really don't dream to be a CPA even if I took accountancy as my first course. I don't dream to be a manager even now that I am taking business administration. I am not good in Math although I like accounting way back in Highschool. But in college--it feels like I'm poor in it now. Ahahaha.

I feel like I want to shift my career. Even if I want to see myself, too, wearing those corporate attires and respected by many people. Going to big offices and sign papers. But I think, after that, I want to fulfill this ANOTHER DREAM. And I think it was really really IMPOSSIBLE.

I thought of it so many times. Just because of that Humanities class, I feel like I have the talent. The talent to act. My professor told me that I am good at it. That I am the best actress. Then I started to notice artists that are not great because of it. My mom told me that I was so mean because of that. But for me, I am just telling the truth.

I said to myself, I want to became an actress. And after that, to became a Movie Director. I told my mom and Riyan about this. My Mom told me that I can be a director because of what I am telling her when we are watching shows. "Bagay daw un sa akin." Riyan said that if I can aim it, why not? Everything is possible. For me, I just want to dream.

I know it sounds like crazy..and feels like this was a big big big dream. But I like it. And this is my another goal in life...I think. *wink

Anyway, its hello DECEMBER. Finished this post at exactly 12:04am :))

Azec Chase ♥

Non-sense?

Hi.. :))

Last Wednesday, approved na nga pala si Derrick! Yiee. It was worth the wait. ^_^ Mga 1 month and 2 weeks yata ako nag-antay ng feedback niya. Pero okay lang, approved naman, eh? God is so good to me this November. And many thanks to HIM talaga.

I like the story. Medyo funny kasi ito, eh. Nabuo ko ang buong concept while riding on a bus. Iyong nag-SM Lipa ako mag-isa. I already told the experience in my "Hassle" yata ang title, or nasa label na hassle. Ha-ha. May good side din naman pala ang experience na iyon. xD

Anyway, gusto ko lang mag-post. May WB kasi ako, eh. Wala talaga ako sa mood. Promise. Ahehe. But I am trying...to write Kevin's story. Marami ang nagre-request, eh. Sana lang maggawa ko ito. Talaga. :D

And to say that I kinda miss HIM. Sino? Sikreto. :P

Azec Chase  ♥

First week

First week of school is already finished. Today is the 2nd week and still, the school aura is not in my brain system.
I don't know why I was like this. I feel so easy-go-lucky. That I don't want to be serious in things. I'm always day dreaming. I don't focus on studies. Thinking of something while listening to the professors. I feel like I'm not ready.
I was like this for the past few days. Thinking of nothing. Doing of something not good. Doing nothing. And I hate it.

My mind feels like o.O . I'm not yet ready. I still want for vacation!!!

But anyway, the first week of school feels like so boring. First day is Physci class--w/c i attend in the other section because I changed schedules. Quantech--Ms. G is still the prof. >__< And I find it hard. (I hate math, okay?) I didn't attend HRM (Human resource management) because of the changing of schedule. And got nosebleed in too much deep filipino words in my Filipino subject.

2nd day--Tuesday, I only have one class. That is Taxation. Prof--Ms. Michelle. She's nice eventhough if her speech skills is kinda choppy. (thats what my classmates said) . But then, its 3 hrs because its just once a week. 12-3.

3rd day, Thursday. (I don't have class on Wednesdays) same schedule as the first day. I first attend HRM class--Sir Perez is still the professor. Its okay. Quantech--Ms. G is absent, so we got the chance to eat lunch because I don't have any vacant classes in my schedule for the whole sem. Physci--I got bored. Just doodling. And Filipino--got a somewhat kind of play.

4th day, Friday. PE class. So lucky to have my old prof to be our instructor again. Theres no "Sir Chuck" in the history of my PE class. Ha-ha. But the bad thing is that CSR(Good governance) our teacher looks like Einstein but talk like some damaged radio. Paulit-ulit! Got doodling again for 2 hrs and more. Got so bored. Thanks that he made us go home early even if our class is for 3 hrs.

5th day, Saturday. (Yes, I have Saturday class and I hate it) Financial Accounting. Our prof is kinda okay? Ha-ha. Kinda boring, too. He told us the history of his job from being a janitor to a professor for 40 minutes. Got us 30 mins. break. But discuss and write to the board as if the lines or going to the east, west, north and south. So bad. Tsssk.


Its kinda boring week, actyally. Too much doodling. And unfortunately, still don't have notebooks! Ha-ha. I hope this would be a successful semester.

Azec Chase

SEMBREAK

Dahil wala akong maggawa, naisipan kong mag-blog na lang. I'm suffering kasi..from memory loss. Haha. Joke lang. Tinatamad akong magsulat. That's it. xD

Sembreak. What happened ba this sembreak? Hmm. Lemme think. K? Ha-ha.

May mga itineraries ako kapag sembreak or vacation madalas. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, I will read 2 english books and finished 2 manuscripts. But then, I did nothing. Ha-ha. Kalurkey lang. Puro pocketbook lang nabasa ko at ang mga MS ko, wala! Hindi natuloy lahat. xD

Masaya naman ang sembreak...kahit papaano. Nakailang punta ako sa mall. Nakagala din naman w/ friends. Nagpunta sa bahay nila Sheena. Nakapag-PC magdamag. Natulog. Kumain. TSETERATSETERA. Pero walang nagawang MATINO!

Pero okay na din. Basta masaya pa din..kahit bitin. huhu. Pasukan na bukas, hindi pa set mga gamit ko. Badtrip lang. Pero okay lang. May bukas pa at sa susunod na araw. (ano daw?) hahaha.

At miss ko na nga pala siya. Gosh, its been a week na. I'm waiting from Friday until now. Kahit isang mail, wala siyang pinadadala. Understand na may field study sila. Pero...haaay. Ewan okay. okay. okay. I'm depressed. Char! Sana bukas maka-chat ko na siya. Ang dami kong gustong ikuwento at ibida sa kanya.

Good night ~

Azec Chase

2nd approved manuscript. :)

I got good news! :)))

My 2nd Manuscript have been approved! Iyong kay Caspian? Migad. Hindi ko akalaing ma-approve siya. Parang katulad lang din ng dati. A week before magpasukan. Un nga lang may bad news. I have Saturday class this sem. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko kukuhanin ang check.

And its already 11-11-11. *singit lang.

Every Tuesday and Saturday ang kuhanan ng check. Eh may pasok din ako ng Tuesday. Nakakabadtrip naman. Gusto ko pa naman tanungin iyong tungkol doon sa Translation. Kanina ko lang naisip na nakakainis kasi may sabado. Hahaay,

But anyway, wag na muna natin iyon isipin. Ang importante ay approved na siya! Kung alam lang nila kung paano ang pinagdaanan namin ng novel na iyon. Sobra, sobrang pighati. Hahaha. Char. Pero ang hirap talaga. Returned siya na pina-revise at na-approve. Kaya naman napamahal na sa akin ang bida. Ang dami rin na scene doon na isinulat ko sa notebook. Kaya naman nanakit ang kamay ko sa novel na iyon. But worth it because of this.
Thank you po talaga, Lord God. Sana rin po si Derrick ay pagpalain. Hi-hi. Kapag pinagpala siya, absent na talaga ako ng Saturday. Ahehehe.

*ayaw ko ng mag100 day photo challenge. xD

Azec Chase.

100 day photo challenge: Day 2:

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

My Mom. :)

100 day photo challenge: Day 1:

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts about you.

1. I'm a trying hard writer.

2. I love green.

3. I hate frogs.

4. I can't live without a pc/laptop, internet, books and bed.

5. I am moody.

6. I hate Math.

7. I can't go to the mall without buying a book.

8. I'm talkative.

9. I'm naughty.

10. I hate my name.

Card giving

Ay... mali pala title ko, bond paper giving pala dapat! Ang pangit kasi nung listahan ng grade namin. Nasa bond paper lang! Kainis. Wala pa rin GPA. Grabe kasi si Sir Beb, pa-major palagi. Hindi ko tuloy ma-compute ng ayos but then, I think okay naman ang grade ko.

Anyway, I just want to share this kasi masaya ako. :)) Hindi ko expected talaga na magiging ganito kaayos ang grade ko. Sabi ng Mommy ko the day bago magkuhanan ng grade, dapat mataas, ha. Sabi ko, sus, namumuro un sa dos. At binbilang ko lang talaga ung mga mala-line of 1 ko. (Kapag naka-line of 1, it means line of 9 ka) And in my shock, halos lahat line of 1. Hahaha. Business Stat lang ang hindi. I'm so happy, eh. :)) And I think, ma-deans list ako because of this.

Sayang nga lang. Kung sana ay ginalingan ko pa at ginawa kong dos ang business Stat, edi sana ay scholar ako sa school. Migad, half din ng tuition un. Mga 15k+ din un. Sana ay akin na lang ung kalahati ! Hahahaha. At hindi rin ako nahihiya sa Mommy ko lalo na at mababa ang scholarship ko sa BJMP. Tsk. Sayang talaga. Pero happy na din kasi baka mai-post ung name ko sa malaking tarpaulin sa school. O dba, sosyal? Hahaha

And nabili ko na nga pala iyong book ko. di ba, 1 week bago ako nakabili? Katawa lang. Hahaha. Ung mga classmates ko, bumili din iyong iba. Di ko expected.. heheh. kasi nde naman sila nagbabasa. Thanks na rin sa suporta nila.. Na-overwhelm ako. Sa kanila pa naman galing ang pinakauna kong signs :))) Tapos naglakwatsa na naman kami sa SM. Naglakad ng naglakad ng naglakad. Hahaha. Kasi naghabulan. :))) I miss the fun. I miss my Bracken Family.

Thank you Lord God, for this. Ang bait mo po talaga :))

Azec Chase.

Hi November :))

November na. Next month, December na. And after december, ano na? January! Birthday ko na. And hindi na ako Minor. 18 na po ako sa January 5. Legal na rin. Harhar.

Pero okay lang. Tanggap ko na tatanda na ako. huhu. But I love my year today, parang lahat ng gusto ko natupad. Char! Sana next year ganito din. Sana makasampu akong manuscripts. HAHAHAHA. (Ambisyosa)

Anyway, I just want to share what happened to me this past days of November. :)) Halloween, Book release, House, Festival and New Laptop. Yes, NEW LAPTOP! :D

Sa wakas naibili na din ako ni Mommy. Natupad iyong nilagay ko sa first page ng book ko na, Mommy, laptop ko, ha? Hahaha. And iyong gusto ko pang laptop ang nabili. No other than Sony Vaio. I love it. This is my baby. I'll name it Baby Cady :)) Just like what Gab's called to Cady sa kuwento kong One more chance. Harhar

Ito nga pala picture ni Baby Cady:

At sana maging masuwerte siya at makagawa kami ng more at maganda pang nobela. Baby Cady, please be good, okay? Hahaha. And nga pala, nakilala na si Cady Lorenzana last Wednesday. At friday na ngayon, I still don't have a copy of my own book. Hahaha. Buti pa ung mga classmates ko at iba pang friends, meron na. They say, maganda daw? Haha. I really appreciate talks like that. Sana marami akong matanggap na magandang feedback pa.

Azec Chase. :))